There was a time i suffered so much i wanted to get it out of me i would cut my arms, not to kill myself i don´t want to die i know i am lucky to be on this earth i did it so the physical pain would calm the pain that was eating me inside nothing was erased, i leave with my past tucked away deep inside of me it comes out as an explosion and it invades me.i believe we are messengers on earth i believe in angels, i am blessed by god to tell myself i suffered that much to become who i am today. Soifa